The last match did not go too far. I was just not ready and
the IF wanted to push things along and was not willing to even wait for my
medical clearance. He had great pressure from his family to have a baby and I didn't
feel a connection. So I passed and decided to not think about another surro
round and just let it happen. Then, BAM it happened. The most amazing couple
came into my life. I was so touched by their story and captivated by them and
individuals. We played a few rounds of phone tag and I started to think we
would never connect but finally we connected last night and sparks flew! I know
it sounds like a dating scene, but it is pretty much just that. A first blind
date! We talked and laughed and joked. Don’t get me wrong I love my former
Intended Parents but I always felt like I couldn't be myself around them. With
these new guys I felt like I could be my silly, spunky, sarcastic self. It was
great. I had a great feeling about them since day one and felt so ‘right’ about
them and carrying their baby. They are so respectful and willing to wait until
I am comfortable for a transfer, which will be in January. I am very excited
about this journey! Stay tuned folks!
